How dare you come into my life,
then walk away.
I introduced you to my child and my family.
Oh, if only I knew the games, you would play.
You heartless son of a bitch,
that is what you are.
You don’t care about my feelings
or the heart that you have scarred.
My son asks about you.
He wants to know if you hate us.
I don’t know what to say.
If I go by what you say, then “no,”
However, if I go by what you do, then “yes.”
I don’t know which to trust!
I’m angry. I’m mad. I’m pissed to the bone.
How could you just interrupt my life like that?
I was better off alone.
It would’ve spared me a lot of heartbreak and pain.
I was content with my life.
But through all that,
you showed me for a moment how to love again.
March 2012 HEW